✁ hormiga

i love her so much

✁ 5/12

tonight is so bad so miserable i had no choice but to listen to the cd i force myself to microdose.  like a cigarette to a recovering nicotine addict that was caught in a bad situation.  limerence is the #1 leading cause of death in me; to be paranoiac and limerent is the closest you can be to the floors of hell.  but at least this album is good.  it’s my one savior forever and always. it’s the only sane choice i had for tonight anyway

these earphones suck but it’s all i had after my current ones broke not even an hour ago (an omen………………

✁ fox vertebra keychain

i made this sometime during the summer of last year(2023).  i loved having it on my purse until it fell off once not even a week after i made it.  it scared me so much i've kept it in a box since. 

i wish one small bad experience didn't scare me away from keeping this on my purse.  it feels pointless to make something to ultimately never use it, but i'm too scared of losing this keychain that i put a lot of love into.  i want to put more accessories on my bag and make it more 'me,' but i'm scared of losing the little accessories that took me forever to obtain.  i wish i wasn't so restrained by fear. my life would have been and would be much easier.